great view of those moments, what motivates that girl to do (or not do) the things she does. I swear I'd need a manual sometimes.

I really liked this

Maybe then she would understand. Maybe then she could have a reason, a real reason, why she stayed with Wayne, why she turned Kate in. Her mother always called it love. It’s one of the reasons Kate refuses to let herself love, to be loved. It makes you do stupid things. It’s not worth it. Not if it turns out like that.

I see her being very weary of love from a very early age. could explain why she never really lets go. this sums it really well!