slybrunette: (GA. Alex; curiousity will kill the cat)
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Title: I Don't Need A Map Of Your Head
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Alex/Cristina
Rating: R
Word Count: 505
Author's Note: For [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] at the small fandom and rare pairing drabblethon.
Summary: Spoilers through Season Six. Everything he touches turns to shit, a backwards Midas, and she tries not to touch anything at all, save herself the extra step and the consequences.






“Do me a favor?”

Inches between them and her hand hesitates on the lock, silent threat to just walk right back out and go about her day.

He raises an eyebrow, distracts from the way his eyes look bruised under harsh lighting, lack of sleep and all that brings. Smirks around, “oh, this is going to be good.”

“Try not to forget that I still don’t like you.”





-





They are who they always were, poster children for the emotionally stunted, the lost causes – just more world weary.

Pretending to be anything else was just that: pretending.

Everything he touches turns to shit, a backwards Midas, and she tries not to touch anything at all, save herself the extra step and the consequences.

He still calls out the wrong woman’s name and she still dreams of the wrong man, pleading the fifth on his identity even to her subconscious.






-





“Meredith wants me to remind you not to drink while taking the pain meds you aren’t supposed to still be on.”

“Which is interesting because she gave me your keys.”

Alex palms them out of his pocket, lets them fall the short distance to the surface of the bar with a clatter that alerts no one.

She eyes them but doesn’t grab for them. “My designated driver is drunker than I am.”

“It’s really more of a latchkey kid thing.” He wipes away the moisture that dots his bottom lip with the back of his hand. “Mom won’t be home for awhile so she wants to make sure we look out for each other and don’t let strangers inside.”

“Is this you sharing a super secret important part of your childhood with me right now? Because if you were looking for someone to listen, you should’ve stuck to screwing Lexie.”

“Fuck you.”

Briefly a hand comes to rest on her knee. If she were the kind of woman who were skirts, he’d be working on hitting pay dirt right now. And she would be letting him. As it is, it’s just warm skin and too warm denim, soon to be damp underwear beneath that.

“And it’s a metaphor.”

“Oh, so you are high on top of drunk?” She rolls her eyes. “Sitting in a bar talking about metaphors. You’re going to hate yourself in the morning.”

“Not if I get laid.” He tips the bottle back, empty beer that sounds hollow when he sets it down. “Flip a coin for who gets to drive. I’m heads.”





-






It’s heads.

He opts for her to drive.





-





“If we fuck in her bed – ”

“We’re dead,” she finishes for him.

“Couch?”

She hoists herself up onto the kitchen counter in answer. He steps between her legs and smears his mouth over hers.





-





Her fingers press against his scar, raised and white and older than she can really believe. He hisses against imagined pain, expected but not realized.

(She keeps hers on the inside, still raw and wary of salt rubbed in the wound.)





-




fin.



Date: 2010-09-03 03:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] waltzmatildah.livejournal.com
OOOh.

Ouch. But in the best kinda way.

And thanks for pointing out that drabble-a-thon. Just what I don't need!

Date: 2010-09-03 03:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
That's a good thing to hear. Up until right now I wasn't even sure if I made any sense.

And, hey, I live to help overwhelm others apparently, lol.

Thanks so much hun! I'm glad you enjoyed this!

Date: 2010-09-03 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] laria-gwyn.livejournal.com
Wow. That was raw and painful (in a good way). It it bad that I can't wait for the new season to start because I'm curious and want to know exactly how messed up everything is?

Date: 2010-09-03 05:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
I have my own hesitations about the new season -- I'm willing to bet they skim over a lot of aftermath -- but I'm somewhat interested to see as well.

I'm glad you enjoyed this! Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Date: 2010-09-03 12:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dulcedeusex.livejournal.com
ANGSTY! But lovely! You're really good at the angsty prose...

I liked the pairing, I could see it happening. If there was something canon in here post Season 4 I would not recognise it as I have yet to watch Season 5 or 6.

Fave bits:

They are who they always were, poster children for the emotionally stunted, the lost causes – just more world weary. -- I really like this line because I do think it whenever I watch those two on the show... they are so messed up! And not in a George O'Malley or even Izzie Stevens kind of way. In an especially damaged way. Like Meredith.

He still calls out the wrong woman’s name and she still dreams of the wrong man, pleading the fifth on his identity even to her subconscious.

-- That's deep.

“Is this you sharing a super secret important part of your childhood with me right now? Because if you were looking for someone to listen, you should’ve stuck to screwing Lexie.”

-- That's so in-character and just *hugs* for you and Cristina.

“Sitting in a bar talking about metaphors. You’re going to hate yourself in the morning.”

“Not if I get laid.” He tips the bottle back, empty beer that sounds hollow when he sets it down.


--- Once again, lovely in character work here. So very lovely.

GREAT DABBLE AS PER USUAL. XX Dulce

Date: 2010-09-03 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
Alex/Cristina aren't canon but this is post S6, so it's got some references for sure. So for sure a few things in here would be a little clearer with knowledge of later seasons but the good thing about non-canon is it translates pretty well.

I'm glad you liked this! Thanks so much for reading and reviewing!

Date: 2010-09-03 02:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
Oh this is so fucking tasty. God, I love when you write. So fucking much.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
lol, only you would describe it like that.

Thanks so much hun! I'm glad you liked it!

Date: 2010-09-03 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
Yeah, yeah, I know. I'm a little weird like that.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
I'm working on Jackson/Cristina too, btw, so that should be around at some point.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
LOL. I was writing it yesterday, but got sidetracked by this drabblethon thing. It shouldn't take too long though.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
I need to write. I haven't had the oomph lately though. Spoilers have killed my mojo.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
Spoilers are just fuel to my fire.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
Meh. Dead. I have an outline for something even and I just don't feel like writing.

And, PS, Cristina may plead the fifth to her subconscious but I totally know who it is, haha.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
What's the outline about?

That line was in there for you. I trusted you to read between the lines.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
It's a follow up to 'In The End' - the one where Cristina gets shot in the s6 finale. It's all dark and twisty.

You love me.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
Oh, this I want to read.

I do.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
Eh. I'll write it eventually. Maybe. It's sitting on the notes section in my iPhone very thoroughly outlined. Going nowhere.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
An outline is half the battle anyway.

Date: 2010-09-03 05:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nursebadass.livejournal.com
Yeah, we'll see.

Date: 2010-09-03 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] space-dementia6.livejournal.com
i love this, seriously. like a lot. i know i dont get the time to read that much. but man, seriously you have not lost your gift. good job, amber!:)

Date: 2010-09-03 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
Aw thank you sweetie! That makes me so happy to hear that :)

Date: 2010-09-03 11:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] clockwork-jo.livejournal.com
Her fingers press against his scar, raised and white and older than she can really believe. He hisses against imagined pain, expected but not realized.

(She keeps hers on the inside, still raw and wary of salt rubbed in the wound.)


Oh my good gawsh, so gorgeous. And raw and achey and I love it.
THANK YOU.

Date: 2010-09-04 03:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slybrunette.livejournal.com
Oh, awesome! I'm so glad to hear that you liked it hun!

Date: 2010-09-13 12:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovelylytton.livejournal.com
Excellent. I love it, love how wounded they are, how they're not letting it on, how they deal or not deal with it, and how it binds them to each other.

Date: 2010-10-06 10:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ovariesofsteel.livejournal.com
LOVED.THIS.

Short, sweet (and by sweet I mean painfully delicious), and just made of win.

Date: 2010-10-17 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dariclone.livejournal.com
That is all kinds of beautiful.

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